Books

These are the treasures I have retrieved from the bottom of self and brought back into the light. These are the words, the stories and the drawings that I have given birth to. I could say that I am the proud father of some very beautiful and plentifully helpful children. These books were designed and captured, to help you on your spiritual journey. It is their purpose to teach you something about emotions and practices that allow you to understand these better. One of the main emotions I have worked with, is fear. It is probably the most important one, as fear surrounds us at all times. Living in a society that uses fear, like no other emotion, to feed the beast that we call capitalism, further increased the need to be comfortable at all times, even in scary situations ("Hello Zen"-Mentality!!!).

If you feel like having a look and diving into one or some of them, feel free to click on the image below and you will be directed to the Book Catalogue... p.s. the PDF is 6mb in size....

The first topic I wrote about, on my quest to be an author, was fear. Many moons have I spent in isolation, deep thought and reflection, to gather insights and understanding on the topic of fear and my emotions. For this I challenged my self to experience, to gather data, which I could then analyse and reflect upon for the creative process of writing the book. One could, and I can most certainly, say that I was completely obsessed with understanding fear.
Understanding fear is not the end however. Many other topics followed, until I felt ready to try my self in story-form. My goal is still to summarise my findings and teach them to others, in an interesting and engaging way.

See for yourself...!

If you are interested in having a look at the first 20 or so pages of "The Book of Fear" (English or German), click one of the following links:

Music

I have made music. not just. I wanted to make music and I did. It took me quite some time to get to this point. All those insecurities were holding me back. Fear. You know it. Music is something personal and so is mine. It is a place in my self that feels like I can identify. It is me, in a song, an album, the moment. I never expected any of this to happen and that is the best of it all. Just keep going and do what you keeps you going.

Respectfully,
Christopher

My music is available on Bandcamp:

Individual songs are also...

...on Odysee: 

...and on YouTube: YouTube

My Latest (main) Release:

p.s. The next album will be dealing with fire, the furnace, awakening, purgatory and the general happenstance of burning away what no longer works!!!

Movies

I have been busy and my first movie is out. It was inspired by a terrible movie I recently watched and I felt like diving into this business a bit more to gather new experiences and to grow. I cannot say where my movies are going to go, but for now this is the first one.

I have the feeling I will be doing documentaries, which is the most honest kind of movie I can imagine for my self. Time will show what will happen.

Take the time to be your self, as I have taken the time to be my self.

Respectfully,
Christopher

Some Movies are only available on Odysee.com

My First Movie:

A Playlist:

Art

I have worked hard over the last couple of years and have thus produced a lot of art. Communicating my emotions without words, but through images has been one of my main driver up until some months ago.

I have recently reached out to "Digital Arts Blog" and they asked me whether I was interested in a written interview. I agreed. This is the link: Interview

My Art is mostly on Instagram at the moment:   instagram

You can find a Playlist with Art-Videos on YouTube:

and on Odysee.com... 
Link to Playlist "Art Collective": A Portal to my Art