These are the treasures I have retrieved from the bottom of self and brought back into the light. These are the words, the stories and the drawings that I have given birth to. I could say that I am the proud father of some very beautiful and plentifully helpful children. These books were designed and captured, to help you on your spiritual journey. It is their purpose to teach you something about emotions and practices that allow you to understand these better. One of the main emotions I have worked with, is fear. It is probably the most important one, as fear surrounds us at all times. Living in a society that uses fear, like no other emotion, to feed the beast that we call capitalism, further increased the need to be comfortable at all times, even in scary situations ("Hello Zen"-Mentality!!!).
If you feel like having a look and diving into one or some of them, feel free to click on the image below and you will be directed to my english, or german works...
Book-Catalogue
Buch-Katalog
The first topic I wrote about, on my quest to be an author, was fear. Many moons have I spent exploring what is left of nature. In isolation, deep thought and reflection, I gathered insights on my experiences and brought it all back together with the general topic of fear and set it into relation with my emotions. For this I challenged my self to experience my self outside of the comfort-zone. One could, and I can most certainly, say that I was completely obsessed with understanding fear.
Understanding fear is not the end however. Many other topics followed, until I felt ready to try my self in story-form. My goal is still to summarise my findings and teach them to others, in an interesting and engaging way.
See for yourself...!
Music
I have made music. not just. I wanted to make music and I did. It took me quite some time to get to this point. All those insecurities were holding me back. Fear. You know it. Music is something personal and so is mine. It is a place in my self that feels like I can identify. It is me, in a song, an album, the moment. I never expected any of this to happen and that is the best of it all. Just keep going and do what you keeps you going.
p.s. The next album will be dealing with fire, the furnace, awakening, purgatory and the general happenstance of burning away what no longer works!!! (Release somewhere in 2026, or beginning of 2027)
Movies
I have created many videos, but my first "real" short-movie is somewhat special. "Shamanic Handbook - 1 - Demonic Presence" aims to show the struggling Mind in a world full of toxins. It is a story about One, who wishes to break out. It is a story about letting go and rediscovering the Self that forgot the roots that ties 'him' or 'her' to nature. I have worked long and hard on this animation-type film, which endeavours to express part of my own growth-cycle.
There are ideas for other animations, which I will get to once I have spent some time being a writer again! [Ideas need realisation → WORK HARD!!!!!]
My Movies are also available on Odysee.com
Art
I have worked hard over the last couple of years and have thus produced a lot of art. Communicating my emotions without words, but through images has been one of my main driver up until some months ago.
I have recently reached out to "Digital Arts Blog" and they asked me whether I was interested in a written interview. I agreed. This is the link: Interview
My Art is mostly on Instagram at the moment:
instagram
You can find a Playlist with Art-Videos on YouTube:
and on Odysee.com...
Link to Playlist "Art Collective":
A Portal to my Art
