Godly Substances?
Hi! I have reposted this post as it was formerly in its own section. I needed space for the Music and added this entry to the Blog-Section instead. I would like to tell you that I have also written a...
Updates
+ Find my Podcast now under the following link: Click it!
+ Another Newsflash from my creative domain. Life has urged me to work on my newest Album, which will be titled "CurRANT-Sea". Release will occur some time this year (2025). The book "Portals through Life" is still taking shape in my mind and each experience I make leads to its completion.
Listen to the messengers!
+ Good Day fellow stranger, I have started working on "Portals through Life - Stories from the Underworld" and it is going to be a challenge. It is the 3rd book in the "Prison Planet Chronicles", which puts me under a lot of pressure personally. I want it to be a number of short-stories that all deal with the concept of imprisonment (especially of the mind) and freedom through choice. The introduction is almost ready and I will begin diving deeper into the story and characters in the coming weeks.
So much for the Update....Reality is there to be experienced. So get off the couch and go hiking, read, hold planks, squat instead of sitting and be creative in all sorts of ways.
Good luck in the transition!
Christopher
+ Okay, free-minded People of the World. I have finally brought "Tribes of the modern World" to the close.
It is, once more, a guide for the individual self, to understand what a "Tribe" is, or how it could look like in your own life. Your path is as individual as you are and thus I give you a work that can reshape the way your mind perceives reality.
The link to the book can be found in the Book-Catalogue (further down on this Website), or right HERE.
+ "Tribes of the modern World (too much to hold together?)" is taking shape and I have about 15% left to go. I am preparing my self for another hike to gather the strength to finalise this work and go through it one more time. The finished book will have somewhere around 500 pages. Maybe less, but it is going to be a tough ride, for anyone wishing to learn about what happened to The Tribes. Release date will be somewhere around April and the bookish dissertation will be available on tredition.com only.
+ I have listened to some inner calling and started the process of deleting the music-albums from all streaming platforms. This has been weighing on me for some time and I now made the step. My music will still be on Bandcamp for those that are interested in spending time with it: Bandcamp
+ I have started working on "Tribes of the modern World (too much to hold together?)" and it is a tough ride thus far. The goal is to create something new and to also rediscover my self as an author. The hard thing at the moment is to let go of what I have already written, or read, and open up to the book that I feel like writing. Let's see where this is going....Cheers to those who suffer!!! Best regards, Christopher.
+ spiritual advice from a barbarian lunatic 2025 (podcast) is gonna start on the 2nd of January 2025.
The topics discussed deal heavily with the worlds of Yoga and Shamanism.
I am discussing the reality of the "modern world" in relation to being awake and conscious as much as you can.
What helps to progress (transformative, recreational, upward spiral) and what is a lifeless trap (dead end, vicious cycle, downward spiral)?
As I go through concepts in my mind I gather new insights by analysing the information I have gathered previously through experience, open-mindedness and emotions.
This is it.....spiritual advice from a barbarian lunatic.
+ M-M-M-Maximus Tyme has now been published. It is my first handwritten work and I am pleased to announce its releasal. Feel free to check it out under the following link: Maximus Tyme.
Go down 2 (two) points in this list (marked with a "+") to read a more extensive description of the contents of this work (book).
+ I have released "reBELLious Nature" on Bandcamp: Link to Album. I would call it meditative, or transcendental. It is a work of poetry and thus art and therefore my form of expressing: "What the f*** is going on?".
+ I have started working on Maximus Tyme - Enough is Enough. This work is a hand-written Novel and carries transformative "Inner-Child"-Motives alongside the reminescences of the adult Author of the Book (Maximus Tyme). This book deals with the concept of time and how to spend it, but also how time is being wasted and how children suffer from the ignorance of their elders.....as for now, I find it both uplifting and heavy. This book will be written by hand and then transferred to my computer by taking images. I am now starting with Chapter 4, of a total of 9 Chapters. That is all. Cheers, Christopher.
+ New Album available on Bandcamp: Sha Manique. Is suppose this is some kind of shamanism?....well? At the very least it is highly transformative and great for pulling you back from the depth of your self.
+ Krayzee Whizzdom 3 (The Furnace of Awakening) is now available on tredition.com: I bring You to The Goodies....it was a tough ride, but I am glad I kept pushing it!
+ I have created a Book Catalogue with an overview of all the books that are available. I will keep this updated, by the way...: BarbarianLunatic Book Catalogue
+ Krayzee Whizzdom 2 has been published: The Link that gets you there...
+ Book No. Too Many is now available: MANtality of a Warrior
+ I have finished production for my YouTube-Channel and my English podcast for 2024. All episodes and videos are already uploaded and scheduled to be released. I am currently working on my new book "MANtality of a Warrior" and I am busy making experiences and trying to understand the direction it is going. I fill my self with new content (mainly books) and try to keep track of the rest of my life. I make art when I get bored, or when everything else is too much and I share what I can. I have started with my german podcast (Link). The show must go on and now you know what's going on. Keep going. Move on. Let go. That's all. For now. Stop smiling. It's life.
+ A new Album is now on Bandcamp, under the title "Verse a Tile". Here is the Link: Verse a Tile
+ My latest book has been published: "Memoirs of Maxime Bernot - Bloody rivers of youth." Link to the BOOH-k
+ I have released my latest Album, called "It's A New Life". Try it if you like: Follow me to something else.
+ Latest Book-Reveal: Krayzee Whizzdom 1: Nice to see you smile.
+ My latest book: FACEing eMOTIONs: Check it out!
+ My first novel: I present you with "Letters to the Government - I tried to spell rebellion...": Link to the book...
+ There are THREE more albums on bandcamp already: Bandcamp
+ My newest album is on bandcamp: alacTRONIC
+ My four newest albums are on bandcamp: A Link is a portal to another world...
+ If you click me, you're lost: This is me!
+ What the fuck?: Where am I going?
+ I finished writing with "Letters to the Government" and now all that is left is reading it once and correcting spelling mistakes. I will take my time, but aim for the end of the month to publish it. Stay tuned. The writing up has left me drained and I need to recharge before jumping into work again.
+ My newest album is available on bandcamp already with lyrics. It is called Truth Hurts and can be found here: Follow me!
+ I picked up the mic (Mike) and I sang you a few songs. If you dare to listen, I might clear up some wrongs. Check out my music if you like in the Music-Section. It is now available on most music platforms. Advertisement is a bitch, but in this way I find it alright: The Music-Section
+ I am currently working to finish my newest book "Letters to the Government". Check out the audiobook if you want to have a teaser...: This is Part 1 of 2
+ I wanted to make food and I wanted to film it. I also wanted to talk and here we are...: Come stand with ME in the kitchen
+ I am amazed. This is one of my most precious creations. Movie number whatnot is out: Escape into the forest
+ One night, one moment, one truth. I captured and you may indulge in it. My newest movie is out! Enjoy if you have a mind for it: You Cannot Safe Everybody
+ My newest movie has been recorded and uploaded and it is dealing with slacklining. Find it under the following link: I Slacklined out of HELL
+ I have been busy and as I have been busy I can present you with my newest movie, which you can find under the following link:
A Sunset
+ My newest album is called "Army of SMILES" and is available on Bandcamp already. You can find it on all major music distributors on the 16th of September: Army of SMILES
+ What you could call my second movie is out. I documented my creative process and released it as is: the BIRTH of CREATION
+ I have released my entire ART GALLERY on INstagram.
+ My first Movie has been released and is available on Odysee.com. Check out the "More"-section if you want to find out...(more): BarbarianLunatic_productions
+ Find me on Instagram: Instagram
+ I have started to make music and you can find my latest album album in the "More" section: BarbarianLunatic_records
+ My new German podcast has aired and will be bringing you weekly episodes every Monday at 4AM!
More at the bottom of the "Podcast"-section --> Podcast
+ My newest book is called "I never knew I was alone" and deals with the concept of being alone in a for me typical and yet novel way of presenting the subject. You can find it only on tredition.com under the following link: Click me!
+ Wow. It is still happening. Life is challenging me to live up to my full potential. The last couple of weeks, I was busy with learning, how one can manage to survive without psychedelics, coffee or sugar.
Currently I am working on my first novel. Stay tuned!
How is life in general? I do my own self-management. I try to cook something healthy every day. I make sure I am well nutritioned. I make sure I exercise adequately. I go for walks in the forest. I spend time in nature. I started doing light running exercises again. The most important thing is, that I take off my shoes in nature. I slackine when the weather is sunny. I sleep when I feel like it. I drink tea and I try to be nice to the people that I come into contact with.
This is my life at the moment. Pretty quiet, when compared with the recent months. A part of me enjoys it, while another part is still getting used to it. I have trouble to not see this way of living as boring at the moment. It is something new. It is exciting in a way, but different.
I have no idea where this is heading.
Cheers,
Christopher
p.s. if you want to heal, learn to help your self. Nature has all the answers you need. Your diet is most likely what makes you sick.
Books on the loose...
These are the treasures I have retrieved from the bottom of self and brought back into the light. These are the words, the stories and the drawings that I have given birth to. I could say that I am the proud father of some very beautiful and plentifully helpful children. These books were designed and captured, to help you on your spiritual journey. It is their purpose to teach you something about emotions and practices that allow you to understand these better. One of the main emotions I have worked with, is fear. It is probably the most important one, as fear surrounds us at all times. Living in a society that uses fear, like no other emotion, to feed the beast that we call capitalism, further increased the need to be comfortable at all times, even in scary situations ("Hello Zen"-Mentality!!!).
If you feel like having a look and diving into one or some of them, feel free to click on the image below and you will be directed to the Book Catalogue...
p.s. the PDF is 6mb in size....
The first topic I wrote about, on my quest to be an author, was fear. Many moons have I spent in isolation, deep thought and reflection, to gather insights and understanding on the topic of fear and my emotions. For this I challenged my self to experience, to gather data, which I could then analyse and reflect upon for the creative process of writing the book. One could, and I can most certainly, say that I was completely obsessed with understanding fear.
Understanding fear is not the end however. Many other topics followed, until I felt ready to try my self in story-form. My goal is still to summarise my findings and teach them to others, in an interesting and engaging way.
See for yourself...!
If you are interested in having a look at the first 20 or so pages of "The Book of Fear" (English or German), click one of the following links:
How...
... nice of you to stumble into my website. There is much to discover, that much is certain.
My work has taken shape and I continue to reach new heights. I use a combination of Breathwork, diet, hiking and enduring hardship, to support my body in getting my spirit through the experience of being alive. I believe in hard work and determination, but also in rest and contemplation. My YouTube Channel is scheduled until somewhere in 2026, but I have decided to stop producing daily videos. My Podcasts have been recorded and uploaded until the end of 2026 and I will continue to produce episodes for at least 3 years.
Besides that I am usually working on new concepts for the my books. Each book gives me the opportunity to expirement and set the tone for my next creation. At the moment this is something around the topic of portals, choice and liberation.
I experience my self becoming more structured and that is an interesting process to go through. I have shared so much on the internet, that a part of me is craving true encounters and experiences. This is why I hike, more or less regularly. I set my self dates for hikes and then do them. Surviving Life seems to be my goal, and each hike is a part of letting go and moving on. Last night I experienced the fear of facing wolves, which is a recent development and I cannot say whether it is nice, or outright horrific. I wish to hike and also stay outside during the night and that comes at the cost of facing such fears, which may not be justified, but still ought to be taken serious.
So I continue to balance my mind and see what happens. When the fear comes in the form of horror-scenarious, then I expand my presence, which I believe to generate a safe space in which I can experience without coming to harm. The question at the moment is, what helps me to create safe space, stay balanced and focused during longer periods of time. Hiking, to me, is thus a way to prepare my self for what's to come. Being a father (perhaps one day), means exactly that: Creating a safe and stable space.
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Something Useful
“Discovering your own path, may be one of the hardest things in the world. As you continue to walk, you will begin to realise, that nobody else can do it for you. One day, you will look back at your life and you will be able to see, that the path did not change, YOU DID! ”
— Christopher Reusch in "Being in love"
Something True
“The beauty about language is, that you can say everything and nothing, depending on the person that listens or reads what was captured. ”
— Christopher Reusch
If you have any doubt about my persona, then feel free to look at who I turned out to be. Nobody can be 100% transparent. How I feel about my job is that I offer perspectives that I have received by making experiences and trying to understand what their teaching is. YouTube just adds the visuals, that's all! I also started to really like the platform, without feeling the need to advertise it or suck up to it in any way. It's simply convenient for me as a creator. So....feel free to take a dive into another man's world and soo what else is out there.
First you're up in heaven,...
then you're down in hell...!
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At some point you may realise
that nothing stays the same.
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BUT, YOGA may help you
to find balance within your self
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Was it love, or hate?
Let us beigin this post with one word: Duality.
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Godly substances?
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